Dark Secrets

PROFILE

Name = AhMing
Currently 19 years old
Born in earth on 13/09/1991
NYP Digital & Precision Engineering

WISHLIST

You

INSPIRATIONS

Aspirations
Believes
Confidences
Dreams
Efforts
Friendships
Goals
Happiness
Independence
Joyfulness
Kindness
Loves
Manners
Notional
Optimism
Passions
Q
Responsibilities
Spontaneous
Trusts
Understanding
Visions
Wisdoms
X
Y
Z

WORDS

To be continued

ESCAPE

CREDITS
To be credited
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NAME';return true"href="http://esinedd.blogspot.com/">Denise
NAME';return true"href="http://indistinct-voice.blogspot.com/">Hweehoon
NAME';return true"href="http://lifeshows.blogspot.com/">Junjie
NAME';return true"href="http://ahling-blingblings.blogspot.com/">Kailing
NAME';return true"href="http://www.bringmysoulbackk.blogspot.com/">Keenian
NAME';return true"href="http://www.07-06-06.blogspot.com/">Louis
NAME';return true"href="http://www.darknessarisewithin.blogspot.com/">Louis
NAME';return true"href="http://un-keptmemories.blogspot.com/">Lynn
NAME';return true"href="http://sunshine-within.blogspot.com/">Meigui
NAME';return true"href="http://idiotoidi.livejournal.com/">Meiyu
NAME';return true"href="http://ohsomelical.blogspot.com/">Melissa
NAME';return true"href="http://pohchun.blogspot.com//">Pohchun
NAME';return true"href="http://www.wretch.cc/blog/www77rainie">Raineyang
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NAME';return true"href="http://straying-and-swaying.blogspot.com/">Shueze
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NAME';return true"href="http://melancholy-wretch.blogspot.com/">Shuling
NAME';return true"href="http://stevenbeewen.spaces.live.com/">Steven
NAME';return true"href="http://wateverlameshit.blogspot.com/">Xinyi
NAME';return true"href="http://zhcsayscheese.blogspot.com/">Zhenghao
NAME';return true"href="http://zucchinizy.blogspot.com/">Zhengyang
NAME';return true"href="http://thehappy-pills.blogspot.com/">Zimin
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Sunday, February 28, 2010

I want to change!! But everything needs time.

I've been thinking deep in my heart.

What is my purpose of living in this world?

I've no dreams, no aims and no achievements.

Is that counted as a failure?

If I'm a failure, how do I define success?

I shall define it once I become successful.

Since I'd no dreams, I shall dream of one to achieve.

Since I'd no aims, I shall set my aims for my dreams.

Since I'd no achievements, I shall achieve my aims.

Dreams to become > Pilot, Engineers, Tourist, Businessman.

Aims to learn > Magic, Cooking, Designing, Correct way of teaching.

Achievements for future > Degree, Compete, Earn the word "Success".

Being more consistent, helpful, passionate, hardworking... etc.

Have more compassion, don't be late, don't be lazy and sleep early... etc

1:24 AM

Saturday, February 27, 2010

CONSISTENT,

the word for me to challenge.

4:53 PM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Though I might be really happy all this while but I still can't find the happiness that I'm seeking.

Still searching for a key to unlock my hearts. Thanks ALIEN for accompanying me again. : )

11:58 PM

Monday, February 15, 2010

This post is dedicated to myself only.

It's been such a long time since I was born in this extraordinary world.

I'm 18 currently, I believed I'm mature enough but still in the process of growing up.

Although I knew a lot about outside world, there's still much more things for me to learn.

I finally realised what life really meant. Life is so precious, invaluable and priceless.

We are alive today but we don't know will we be alive the next day.

Treasure those who deserves to be treasured around us from today onwards.

My heart stops, my brain dead. Where can I find such replacements? Someone...
Only that special someone is able to revive them. Where are you? I need you.

I felt as though my heart is made of stone and my brain is malfunctioning.

I need a new passionate heart and an intelligent brain. I need them.

My old self is haunting me, the lazy and lousy me. I need to prevent it but how?

I want to thank my ALIEN for accompanying me recently. You know who you are.

ALIEN is very talkative, so you won't be bored talking with ALIEN. Just kidding.

5:55 AM

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Somehow, it's quite happening during these few months.

Lets start with the most recent one which is my outing with my so called DA JIE @ PS.

I met her since 5years ago and and we met up again today. ;)

5years, can you even imagine how long it is? She's still as YOUNG as before. xD

Went for our lunch+dinner at 3pm @ fish manhanton. Seafood platter for 2!!

Walked around aimlessly, waiting for MEI MEI to come but disappointed.

Caught a movie LITTLE BIG SOLDIER which is quite amusing and trained home. ;P

Finally! We met up again after so long, thanks and have DA JIE like you is the best . =D

Thanks Alien for being there whenever I called you. =) You're so KIND. xD

Advice - Sometimes, when you lost something, you will gain something.

Sat down at the void deck in bishan and chatted for quite sometime.

Caught the movie PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THIEF, quite interesting.

P.S. Wear nicer dress LoL the dress doesn't suits you, ALIEN.

Thanks cousin for accompanying me to the Air Show. I know it's very hot in the afternoon.

But it's worth the time and money to go. Seriously, I had fun. Hope you had too. :)

My clique become very... "Interesting" is the word to describe. How shall I start?

All I can say is I shall not elaborate on it. Everything is over, that's all I could say.

Thanks you!! All my friends for being there for me~ Especially YOU, YOU & YOU~!! =D

12:33 AM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

我还在找一个你，等着你的出现，是我最大的期待。

现在只想要好好的去读书，什么都不用想，考到最好。

成绩如何，不是重点，只知道是我已经努力过了，就对了。

和朋友在一起开开心心过每一天就足够了。

如果以前有让你们生气，我在这里对你们说对不起。

祝福我吧！

3:01 AM

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Felt so lost today, I'm really SORRY if I had angered you all today. My apologies.

I gave up in the end, suddenly felt so useless. I want but I just can't.

Everything is just part of growing up, but each time it hurts even more.

拿得起也要放得下。

我应该放弃了。

痛苦，心痛和心碎 - 能补回来吗？

不想了！忘掉吧！

9:11 PM